High Tolerance

Silent screams into the abyss
No one is coming or ever will
I have to bear the agony stoically 
How many deaths should I endure
In this lifetime alone and solely 
If there is another life after this
I pray to never come back again
To such an apathetic world 
I have yet to understand 
If unconditional love does exist
Or is it simply within me 
This universe is not for souls 
Like mine with such high tolerance
For suffering and constant pain
Still I survive as I always have 
Hoping for a day that elevates
All of my excruciating woes 

~Tash
Dated: 19.02.2024