* The site just got a brand new look with the change of seasons.
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* Been dabbling into music lately. Soundcloud link to my remix of Quand je danse, original music by Evelyne Brochu & Félix Dyotte. Shared with kind permission from Bravo Musique & Félix. This version was created as a non-commercial artistic tribute through my own sonic lens.
* New updates to Scripts with THE SPECTRE'S KEEPER [Script] which won the Best Science Fiction Award 2026 at the Canadian Independent Film Festival (CIFF). I also added the YouTube links to my interview and the writers panel.
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Amelia, a guarded young artist in Montreal, attends a tense dinner with her lifelong best friend Miles and his new fiancée Neve. As long-suppressed feelings surface, a heated argument drives Amelia into the rainy night, leading both friends to confront the love that has been brewing quietly between them for years.
In 1933 Old Québec, a young socialite narrowly survives a near collision after acquiring a mysterious mahogany chest haunted by the spectre of a disgraced tycoon with a shadowy past. Together with her secret sapphic lover, she investigates decades-old mystery surrounding his suspicious death in a car accident. Their search unravels a web of deception and long-buried secrets that threatens to shake the powerful family her lover belongs to–the very family that inherited the spectre’s fortune.
Tashesque is the stage name (I guess you can call it) that I choose for myself or prefer at least when it comes to music.
I’d like to share my 1st song ever in the singer-songwriter voyage that I am embarking on as I venture into music simply as sheer passion and a dream of always wanting to do it.
LA DAME DE MA VIE (LD2MV) belongs in a future EP that I intend to make called Strings & Dreams. It’s a English-French or Franglais lyrical track at it’s earliest demo acoustic version. I’ll let the music and lyrics guide you through the emotions and feeling behind the song that is about a special someone who will always mean the universe to me.
LYRICS In a perfect world Could have been your girl When I see your face My pain goes away
See you in my dreams Foolish as it seems Would have called you mine Had our stars aligned
La Dame de ma vie Comme le paradis La Dame de ma vie Comme le paradis
Vous m’avez sauvé De tout c’qui est mauvais
La Dame de ma vie Comme le paradis La Dame de ma vie Comme le paradis
A consciously curated playlist of music that inspired & influenced my semi-autobiographical script—TURQUOISE DREAM. Sonic archival soul & radio roulette station of the film-series that is yet to be made in the future. Storyline revolves around SOLEIL + NOCTURNE—transcendental twin-flames where each song encapsulates a time and connection between their souls that exist through alternate realms and lifetimes.
Imagine a RETRO TV TIME MACHINE. Are you there? Now, can you picture a dream vinyl record dance floor that rewinds & forwards you through time to a never-ending party through epochs, if you may. Nocturne calls it, the PARADISE REALM–It truly feels like a real place where only unconditional love & contentment exists in the form of a person she believes is her HOME & HEARTH aka Soleil, of course.
The unfortunate reality is that the abused, tortured & fractured mind memory of Noc holds on to that DREAMEMORY of Soleil for survival as her reality suffocates and smothers her in the guise of authoritarian familial circumstances & the added pressure of the status-quo society. She does what she does best which is to hide Soleil deep in the depths of her deserted heart. And in the process all she finds is the almost endless path of persecution & self destruction that shuns her to the PARADOX REALM where she doesn’t recognize her own reflection sometimes.
So, I welcome you to the paradise and paradox realms where the clock-shifters play the melodies, beats & percussions that defy the sometimes murky reality to make room for dreams, fantasy and meta-escapism with muse, memory & mythos.
What always remains TRUEST & DEAREST is the ABSOLUTE LIGHT that SOLEIL SHIMMERS on when she smiles toward NOCTURNE which makes ALL THE DIFFERENCE.
A more expansively curated playlist also exists consisting of core memory music and a lifetime’s worth of deep cut songs that I remember as the remedy for my solitary soul throughout my life insofar.
P.S. Obviously I am quite certain that nobody will have the time of day to listen to every song yet my hope is that the music that I have shared with you all…will somehow unite us music-lovers worldwide in unison into a sonic escape. Just like it did for me when I was younger and in need of a relief and release from aloneness and anguish.
i.e. [Spotify Playlist: 200+ Songs | Apple Playlist: 1000+ Songs]
P.P.S. Voyons and trust me, I’m well aware and keeping count of the myriad of music that lives inside my mind which I felt the need to share in abundance for my own healing and self-love. Also fair, you may believe that here we go again, it is simply the antics of a manic bipolar person aka moi, myself & I.
Mais, truth be told, my nearest and well-equipped mental health care professionals have given me the green light very recently that my bipolar disorder and symptoms are in remission.
Alors, as they say in Québecois French: Ben là. Hah! Subhan’Allah et Alhamdulillah. The secret cure to bipolar disorder is unconditional love. You may say, ça…c’est fou mais c’est vraiment tout!
Finalement, I feel the need to speak out about my qualms with the comprehension of mental health in general. Par exemple, tout le monde may believe that it is in the best interest of the Royal Bengal Tiger to be caged and gawked at out of curiosity because of the stripes that is emblazoned on their bodies. Maybe even sedated and manhandled to control them from their own power in the guise of protection. Pourtant, les tigres du Bengale belong in the lush, serene & evergreen forest that nurtures & understands the nuances of their souls so that they could roam freely in the Sundarbans of Bengale.
DISCLAIMER: THIS IS SIMPLY A CURATED PLAYLIST OF MUSIC I HAVE LISTENED TO ALL MY LIFE AND CONNECTED TO AS SOUL REMEDY. I HAVE NO OFFICIAL AFFILIATION TO THE ARTISTS, PERFORMERS, PRODUCERS & RECORD COMPANIES. ALL RIGHTS BELONG TO THEIR RESPECTIVE COPYRIGHT HOLDERS.
LOGLINE A retro TV Time Machine shows visions of SOLEIL to NOCTURNE. The cosmic soul-saviour must guide her true twin-flame through a dreamlike quest across their past and future incarnations of alternate lifetimes spent together in utter unrest yet utopian unison. In order to heal the tattered & fractured memory that haunts them in reality.
Nature is the only constant The sky never fails me Depth of sea, lakes and rivers Rephrase me Birds glide through the air The clouds cloak my daydreams Rain relieves my pain
TASHESQUE 